Sexuality and Me, Liberty - my personal experience
Posted by Julie Christine, LibertyUSA on 24 August 2008 at 4:48am in Uncategorized
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Hello. I am Julie Christine. i'll tell a bit about myself on this topic because I've been asked about it.....I won't go into details right here, but I had an awakening. Meaning, an Inner Being in Me woke up. Universal Sister. i.e. I,sis.
I woke her up by using sexuality for spiritual awakening. Sexuality was where the wounding was in my relationship to Man so I had to heal using sexuality too. Once she (I) awoke... Long ago. I easily let sexuality go and stopped identifying myself as a sexual being (or sexual want to be - i never was very good at sexy) and more as a human being.. A human being who cares about all human beings.
The being who awoke is ME. I named her Liberty for Political reasons and Symbolism. She is empty of desire (sexual) for man or woman at this time and in this place and for as long as i can envision. Celibacy is her natural state and she does not seek nor desire genitalia stimulation for pleasure or 'love' expression. I do other things with my body and mind to generate love and pleasure. I do not identify myself with my sexuality because I do not mate with either sex. (hetero, homo, asexual, transexual, etc etc etc) Instead, I identify myself with my mind and my mind is here to bring peace. I use my sexual energy to fuel my mind.
My global yoni feels the global pain of woman,sister,daughter on Earth at this time and in this place. I feel i am a gatekeeper and i tell the symbolic souls behind me that i won't open the gate until there is Heaven on this Earth. I always wish other women would join me symbolically. I desire to separate sex and violence by stopping one. Stop sex until Man and Woman are at Peace. world Peace. that's sexy! Not Man at War with Man and leaving woman. WW3 My sexuality completely turned off the more i tuned into global war. My decisions and every action feel loaded with meaning and responsibility. I have no personal desire for what is called sex. it feels primitive as an expression of love. too physical for my mind.
my inner eyes see the powerful cure of global celibacy for one year. she desires unity and harmony and disease free human race. she sees war as sexuality in motion. one clan of man invading another land and pilaging with violence. rape of communities. at this time and in this place the being in me that used sexuality to awaken has bowed out freewillingly of the sexual dance with man and woman as tradition of sharing love. As woman whose partner is 'man' I want to see the men of the world share peace - then maybe my desire to mate with man will return. if not. if it were up to me. we would not reproduce humans if we can not live in peace. it is unfair to the children - in my opinion.
I wish, as global parents of the human race, we would halt human reproduction for 3 -5 years and get to human healing - melting the guns - curing disease with many good ideas flying around in my brain and learning how to use our brains as good as we've gotten at using our sexual parts. that's all for now - just wanted to people to know me a little me. it is very vulnerable doing this. writing for the world to see. Liberty's way of making love i guess.
with love,
julie christine
Dear Julie, today I have read in Times Online "sport, in this respect, is a reflection of wider society, where male success is a universal desirable whereas female success is sexually ambiguous." I would love to hear your opinion on the matter. Does a woman is somehow pushed to deal with her sexuality whereas man doesn`t have to? Do you agree there is "an energetic game" between both genders and at the end it is a woman, which has the final word? Well, something in this sense...
Reply by Michael John Smith on 24 August 2008 at 10:25am
Interesting remark I have to make here is that a religious woman is encouraged to cut or hide her hair or even face, covering up generally so as not to disturb the pious men, yet even a religious man can get away with wearing tight pants and leaving sexy stubble on his chin.
As regards men, sexuality and peace - why is it women often fall for soldiers or sailors (men in uniform), though seem unaffected by their violence themselves?
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Reply by Julie Christine, LibertyUSA on 25 August 2008 at 1:14am
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wow. big questions. i'll try answer... from my perspective as a global sexual thinker...these are my general thoughts on a HUGE topic!
i think woman needs to redefine womanhood. if her identity is always tied to man she weakens herself. She will think her j0b as woman is it to be sexy to man. to receive sex from man. to hunt for a partner in man, to need man and to please man's genitals. and often procreate as soon as possible by allowing man to plant as many seeds in her as he wants. She has no will to say no. In my opinion- womans partnership is with herself - god - Life - and awarenss. her genitals are often used and abused by man and it's tradition. only woman can stop this tradition.
Perhaps womans Soul role is more important than her body's role. Perhaps her soul wants her to think like a deity rather than use her body for common sex. no need for physical pleasure when there is spiritual ecstasy - INDEPENDENT of man and touch. Free. her Relationship is with Life, God, Love, and Happiness with both genders.
If there is sexual energy that man feels - do we have to recieve it? why do religious women have to cover up and not reveal their Goddess given beauty - because man is immature with his desire and will be tempted to invade her body with his desire? woman should be as beautiful and sexy as lovely as possible - but that does not mean she wants man inside her. it is because we are beautiful and lovely.
In my opninion, Man needs to be in charge of his own sexual yearnings master his own desires and keep them to himself. (i.e. take care of his own pleasure if he is feeling the neediness for genitla pleasure) as a religious woman - i would not 'cloak' for man so as not to 'tempt' him. instead I would ask man to mature - if you like what you see and want to touch or get inside - handle the desire yourself. My body does not want touch - just because woman looks lovely to man - does not give him permission to have his way. i see how violent the touch is in humans and on Earth at this time and in this place...
Often in cultures women are raised and taught that to be woman is to have man, please man, and keep man. the societies keep women Dependent on man for survival and women have supposed 'need' for sex. (a yearning for mans sexual organ to move around inside her) please. Woman comes in yearning for love. man has yearning for sex. woman looks for love from man through sex because that is the language man speaks. Man on top. man on top of governments, guns, businesses and even religions. Texts all promote Marriage which often is sexual in interpretation. Marriage for most means now we put our bodies together and 'god' says it's ok.
From my perspective A Woman's Soul/Mind has a purpose far beyond her sexual yearnings of her body but society has limited womans role to sexual servant of man. and women relate freedom to having sex as often as possible with as many as possible. it saddens me to see women happy to play this role and compete for who is sexiest to man. from my perspective this greatly weakens women and their spirit. and it strengthens mans sexual energy who conquers and gets what he wants. women pole dance for men, have to have sex for money in order to survive, fight other sisters to keep a man, etc etc. if woman made her relationship with Deity Oneness her prioroty rather than a relationship with man and sex she would grow her soul and we could help violence in man rather than feeding the energy and allowing the invasive behavior. Militaries are groups of men trained to invade and take. Just like a single disrespectful sexual man - if he feels the strong energy and does not have mastery - he will rape. he will take, or he will lie to be able to get inside and get what he wants. we have been taught that man in uniform will keep you safe becausue he is 'in charge.' women wanting to be ruled by man will always go for a man in uniform.
is woman role on earth - partner for the penis? often young girls are given as 'marriage partners' at a very young age. before the spirit gets to live and taste life - and meet her soul and explore the world - she is having to let a man inside her precious body. as if it is her duty. her role. the reason for her existence. it is very limiting for woman. I think the female form is hers. If the male form has some desire and need - he should take care of it himself - not make the male sexual organ the womans responsibility. if man only sees woman as sexual that is all she will get. our cultures are feeding the sexuality of woman and it is growing the sexual ego of man and as a result we have a tremendous imbalance of power sexual slavery and war/violence on this Earth. War man ruling White House is classic example. violence and man in charge is so much more common and acceptable as a reality than woman with Love and Wisdom in charge. In america Women don't mind if the men think for them - even if the brain is imbalanced like Bush. We don't have the power to say NO. not to sex or to violence. but hopefully that is shifting as we refine as women and men inter relating with our bodies and our minds on this Earth who needs us so badly to fix our damage!
I make love to Earth by trying to help humans stop destruction.
sorry so long winded - big topics - billions of thoughts -
*may compassion and love and awareness grow throughout the sexual world of human relating*
from the desireless one,
julie christine
Reply by Lee 1 day ago
Do you have, or can you imagine having, any children?
Good luck to you,
Reply by Julie Christine, LibertyUSA 1 day ago
Aloha Lee, thanks for the question. I have not given birth to any children in this life. Instead, I have promised my unborn children that i will not bring them in until we have Heaven on Earth. They agreed. So, Yes, I can imagine having a child someday because i can imagine World Peace (no weapons & humankind living in Kindness) but, given the global state affairs of war, i am completely at peace with never giving rebirth to a soul. It is an act of kindness in this time and place as far as i can see.
Also,.... In my most sacred feminine prayers, I have prayed for His Holiness the Dalai Lama to receive the 40 year Jewel. If, after that time, he wishes to retire his body and come back with a new one - I will offer my body as a vessel to bring him back. until then - Happy Celibacy for Me and Long Life to His Holiness the Dalai Lama. :) Thanks again for your questions. In peace, Julie Christine
Dear Julie, Happy Celibacy for Me and Long Life to His Holiness the Dalai Lama. :)
Easily seconded!
Long Life to His Holiness the Dalai Lama!
Response to Lee:
Thank you for sharing Lee. it is awesome to hear a father speak of his child so lovingly and wisely! I believe all children here need to be here and it is a gift to give them Life and I thank you for having her.
My plan on not having children until we have World Peace is a strategy I am using as a Woman who wants to create a plan for the future as a Motherly leader. I'm trying to catalyze a conscious pause in the ocean of rebirth to humans. like the pause between waves in the sea. During the Pause we end war, end famine, rescue refugees and orphans and heal our planet and the women regenerate on the inside. Then Human rebirth continues. Like the 5 year Plan for Human Life on Earth. One human race. One human family. Problem solving together...in the name of the children. Born and unborn. as we end war - the needless dying will also discontinue. the sea of rebirth fills back up with these conscious decisions by the human race. end war. stop reproduction for short time - help all kids living now as government missions (rather than war/invasion/destruction) and the human race evolves. it is a big dream, but it is what happened when my Universal mother woke up. i think it is my job to discuss birth, war, and rebirth as global trends. i thank you for sparking my thinking with your questions and comments.
much love to you and your family,
julie christine, LibertyUSA