Greetings.  In 2002 I was shown a picture of a woman I call AMMA..  She is called the Hugging Saint and awakens the Universal Mother in human beings. www.amma.org  I have had my Universal Mother awakened.  What this means is that the qualities of Global harmony, Love and Kindness, caring for others, serving the life force, and nurturing the life force globally is awake in me.  Global Responsibility woke up.  That is way I stand for 'We the People' of peace and work to Stop War and Killing. 

Mothers don't war.  When Global Man has the Universal Mother awakened in him - he would not have the desire to kill or make war and pain on the planet.
My heart opened quickly and i became more attuned to Universal FEELING after i became exposed to AMMA and her vibration even though i've never seen her in person.  I felt her White Light beam into my brain and heart.  I felt true Divine Love in Human form.  I felt hope.   I began to literally feel the pain of others - not physically, but emotionally.  I also felt Bliss for the first time.  Universal Motherhood is the most powerful and blissful loving energy i could ever imagine feeling and it made me want to walk around hugging and thanking people for being so kind.  As I was awakening this energy i was a part of Life and nature and my surroundings.  I greeted trees, ocean, wind, and birds.  I communicated with the moment and the living beings - often just myself communicating with myself about the moment.  I felt an enormous desire to end suffering.  I felt the enormous faith that it can be done.  I felt enormous hope for our humanity and I felt the paths that would take us there. 

I was homeless at the time and felt my creative energy work to solve global issues.  I put out an experiment around that time (2003) on my website LovingNOW.com (now nonexistent).  I felt that $1 could unite people and we could be our own miracle and bring good news to the Nightly News and spread love as an answer to 911.
  It was my first spiritual alchemical experiment to try to catalyze the Golden Age where the Golden Rule is our guide and compass.  (Love your Neighbor - Love your Self) 

In 'reality' there was a war on terror.  In my heart - there was the dawning of the Age of Enlightenment and World Peace!  It was very hard balancing the feelings of both realities.

In 2003 I also became Celibate.  This decision took me into a new experience of sexual energy.  Not my personal energy - but Universal sexual energy.  The Universal Mothers heart that i had awakened dropped down into the world of global sex and violence.  My emotions - especially during PMS would center around the global disrepect, castration, and torture given to girls and women on this planet.  The feminine energy felt the injustice of girls having no choice over who and when a man invades her body with his sex muscle.  I felt Universal Sisterhood.  I felt the enormous desire to protect girls from unwanted Male invasion.  and the weakness at not being able to.  Agony.  

to awaken - or enlighten - or become one with love - however you term it - will bring you into contact with feeling very difficult feelings as you honestly FEEL Reality and the state of Human affairs in 'reality.'  You also will feel Universal Responsibility to help LIFE.  This is why i named myself Liberty.  I felt one with my light and felt the responsibility to serve my world and catalyze Peace.  I felt Injustice as i listened and watched George Bush wage his war.  I felt a woman standing on her own with her book of Love and Justice in her hand - I understood why she is surrounded by water (all the tears which come from the feelings).  I felt connected to every person through my inner pain of my own situation (homeless) and the desire to bring true UNITY.  I thought $1 could symbolically be used to Unite us.  instead - i got called mentally ill and we - as a nation - continued to Fuel War and destruction on Planet Earth!  oh the  heartbreak...

I ask anyone thinking it is my 'ego' which calls herself Liberty to please understand that it is not.  I do not desire to be big, or famous, or well known.  I desire for peace.  I desire for global respect for Life.  I desire for all humans to have clean drinking water.  I desire for Unity in the human race not War on terrror!  I desire true loving change right here and now by us being the change.  I desire Justice for George because i believe when the people say no to war - they will enlighten.  When they allow me to arrest the President and his men they will believe that Good wins over Evil.  If George Bush says God wanted him to be President....then I must ask him what 'God' he talks to.  MY GOD is light - LIFE - and LOVE - and MY GOD would never never never never cause Pain and Suffering and utter neglect!  George Bush uses the word GOD as a deception - in 'Reality' he is serving the BEAST.  Son of Satan.  Evil.  Anti Life.  Universal Mother needs to awaken in George Walker Bush.  Perhaps AMMA could give him a hug. ....and then Universal Daughter would like to arrest him.

That is my blog for the day....oh, and by the way - I think Obama and McCain are classic examples of how violent and weak we are as a mass consciousness.  McCain will keep WAR and Obama will do exactly as he is doing now - NOTHING.  oh - except 'talking' about change and his future career.  excuse me - i think i feel a little sick to my stomach~~~~~~~~~

My $1 Prayer Flag for the Age of Light and World Peace to be the reality we choose freewillingly

Topic:  American Politics and Intelligence

Greetings blogland,
For months I have been seeing debates between McCain, Clinton, and Obama.  All 3 have been aiming for the Presidency of the United States of America 2008.  Issues have been hashed out, but I haven't heard any of them really give a discourse on Love.  On Wisdom.  On Compassion.  do we not desire these qualities in a Leader?  How can they deal with Life issues if they do not reign supreme in the areas of Love, Wisdom, and Compassion?  I recognize they are 'experienced' in the business of running the business of the country of America, but do they excel at Leadership in the areas of LIFE Skills, Human Unity, and Wisdom?  The signs are everywhere that we have lost consciusness of the Values of LIFE and we are destroying life by poisoning the planet and buying/selling war boys and toys.  We must wake up to LOVE.

Love is the fuel for the universe.  Love is the answer to every question.  Everything is symbolic.  George Bush does not represent Love.  Liberty does.  In America the Lesson of Love needs to be learned.  It is a State issue.  It is a church issue.  It is a human issue.  If Love is not present in State you have WAR.  If love is not present in Church, you have deception.  If the Church is SUPPORTING the State of WAR you have Hell.  Right now we are hurting and it will get worse unless we make a radical shift in policty and consciuosness (States if MIND).  Obama does not feel this pressure.  He is talking talking and talking and not doing!  If you were passionate for LIFE, PEACE, and LOVE as a Leader, OBAMA, you would be stopping WAR today.  YOu would be influential and be able to Impeach President Bush - but he does nothing.  He does not speak for me and I do NOT put any trust in him as a potential leader.  He just brings more of the same.  Future talk and present weakness. 

Our leaders mirror our mass consciousness.  Right now in the Present Moment We freewillingly allow George Bush mind to rule the country?  symbolically we must unite and say no. now. 

In America we teach that Fight is Might.  They teach it in China.  They teach it in any place that has Military.  Fight is NOT MIGHT.  Fight is MUTANT.  It represents a consciousness that reaches into the human mind and teaches the human forms to act violent - to hurt, to kill, not to CRY, not to feel.  It teaches that this is strength!  No.  We have no faith in the power of LOVE and Human Intelligence.  That is why the Love Capital of Earth - TIBET - the rooftop of the world is invaded with missils and chinese Militia everywhere.  Men trained to kill and not feel the pain they cause.  We must untrain them!  We must untrain our American Troops.  THis is a human issue.  An evolution issue.  An extinction issue. 

Humans were built to love.  We come from love and we must return to LOVE.  Love is the HIGHER POWER and i want to prove it so the people can have a direct experience of feeling how powerful having faith in LOVE is.  I want to arrest the President of the United States NOW and symbolically teach him (and the world) a lesson on the Power of Love so we can have FAITH again in ourselves - Collectively - as a HUMAN RACE.  If I can get him arrested, I believe we will have a GLOBAL Shift in Mass consciousness.  House arrest and Tantra teachings in the White House for the rest of BUSH reign of TERROR. 

War is the opposite of Love.  War is Evil and Wrong and primitive.  Just because humans have a tradition of being mentally weak and turned to violence for strength - it does not make it right.  To err is human but to PURPOSELY not learn from error and responsibly fix wat has been damaged is to be Alien.  Anti-Intelligence.  Human means INTELLIGENCE - LIve and LEARN.  If human is not learning or trying to fix their mistakes they make - then we are not intelligent and we are not learning from mistakes but instead glorifying them.  So we end up as we are now.  Gas crunch, people on meds to stabize their moods, in a War on Terror which will lead to WW3.  Depression.  Global Faminine and Disease.  See the reality.  Feel the reality.  Pay attention to patterns.  Look at warning signs.  See where we are at right now as a nation.  In A seemingly ENDLESS WAR ON TERROR?!?  Are we really free and intelligent in America? 

MCCAIN will fight because he has deformed mental consciuosness floating around in his brain as a result of wrong teaching, torture, and too many video games and maybe drugs.  oh - and the mandatory weak man's ego who likes to play with guns to feel secure.  Hell no to MCCain.  I can help his brain, but he is clearly insane.  but he puts on a nice smile and says 'my friends' a lot.  he is not friendly.  do not be fooled.  he needs help.  he needs healing.

Obama on the other hand is an expert Politician and a good 'talker.' and yet He has not shed a tear publically over war nor does he demonstrate Passion for Peace and Unity.  He shows passion for being the 'Leader.'  mr. Obama, Love mourns when there is needless death and destruction. I have been in agony emotionally since we've waged war AGAIN on Earth.  for years i have passionately written feelings and words to bring peace and end war, but deep in our psyches we must believe that violence is power.  That fight is might.  We must realize that IF we call ourselves 'Christians' (GEORGE!) and embody violence - we are not loving Jesus.  We are not following Jesus and we are not learning from his teachings..  Jesus was a LOVE TEACHER.  He spoke of a time when there would be Heaven on Earth.  It could be now - if we just take the first step.

As a symbolic Woman, Allow me to demonstrate the Power of Love and Justice.  In the name of the Great Teacher of Love Jesus the Christ and in the Name of our Human Teacher of Love and World Peace here with us in Physical form NOW, Lord Buddha, His Holiness the Dalai Lama  allow me to arrest the President of the United States of America.  Maybe on his Birthday?  Then i want ALL the Truth to come out about 911 - but with no torture.  It is comedy with Me and George.  Love is GOOD FOR ALL.  Let us not delay....and please we must evolve out of war consciousness.  It is is primitive and barbaric.  Advanced civilizations thrive in harmony with life - we are approaching extinction.   check out how many stored atomic bombs we have- and count how many missils are just waiting to be launched.  we are a time bomb. 

I feel the urgency for "CHANGE" and I belive the change is that LOVE moves into the White House at the request of 'We the People.'  The Love team moves in NOW and arrests the bad guys NOW.  I think  the TV ratings would shoot through the roof if Liberty and Justice For George have their father/daughter DANCE for the world to see and profits could be cycled into already existing global loving networks.

I believe our purpose as Human beings is to Make Heaven on EArth. Our key to greater happiness is not in a pill, but in joining in something you believe in. Being part of a Heaven on EArth team and really believing it!  Our purpose is not to make famine, war, rape, castration, etc etc.  Intelligence knows how to solve problems - not make more!  FYI America:  War is making more problems incase you haven't noticed from the past OR the present!

. Heaven on Earth is thriving societies and a healthy planet.  It is in our hands and in our consciousness, but inorder to Bring in Heaven and stop this war hell - we must be willing to be the change.  It would be a change if the BAD Guys get caught and taught!

GEORGE BUSH, CHENEY, ROVE, AND CLAN ARE THE SYMBOLIC BAD GUYS.  Now, what are we going to do?  in the Present ,moment?  i say arrest and impeach.  I pray we unite and agree or will we continue to allow the cycle of terror to progressively get worse and worse.  stop being optimistic America and think the future is going to be better when you aren't doing a damn thing different and the country is going to let the President ride out his term and act like we didn't have the power to stop it.  Well, we do have the power and we need to stop it. 

I appreciate the ability to write and vent.  This helps my emotional pain feeling powerless to help and REFUSING to put my Faith in Either Obama or McCAin brain! No. No. No.  We need Unity - not another man coming in playing the political game in the exact same way. 

ok. julie - take a break and say a prayer.  write about your day in Maui.....
I did maid service at a beautiful oceanside property with my friends, Sonam, Gangtso, Dolma, Mina, and Cindy.  Then i went swimming in the ocean.  Then i came home and went with my Landlord and doggie to Twin Falls for a waterfall swim.  Then i came home and ate dinner and now i blog.  goodnight -

i'm going to review to edit - but will leave content as is.  I trust myself as i write and what comes up and out in the moment of writing - I let stand.  It is a way i prove faith in myself - i know what i say  is 'politically' incorrect and 'heavy' but these are my thoughts in the moment and i give them my faith and stand by them. 

I wish the News broadcasts would stop flashing the statue of Liberty at the beginning and end of their broadcasts - it feels like slander.  We are not a country that listens or values Liberty or the Light the statue represents.  We do not look to the Feminine for guidance in America.  In 2008 we have two more men to choose from - but CNN flashes Liberty around like this country stands for what she is standing for - we don't.  We aren't.  We must choose.  otherwise you might as well put a gun on the statue of Liberty and Put George Bush on her head getting away with murder - dress her up for reality - cloak her in death - and load her up with missils - might as well blow her up too George!

over and out peaceful strangers - i pray i haven't offended anyone as a blog and relieve myself of tension and but a portion of my thoughts.  Oh yea - I told a woman i was sad about war and she advised me to "not think about it.'' this advice made me realize that women have purposely shut down parts of our brain - b/c we don't want to think about reality.  perhaps that is how we got sold a war on terror - maybe b'c women are so used to not thinking - we just go along with whatever the guy says?  it is kind of tradition i have noticed.  that is why people think i am crazy to stand up to George Bush - he is but a man.  I am but a woman.  He stands on 8 years of WAR (yes, i hold him accountable for 911 catalyst) and I stand words and my feelings of LOVE for Humanity and wisdom which comes from deep love. 
sweet dreams world - may we awaken  into who we are....LOVE (that is the CHANGE)
julie christine
p.s. Life is a School.  the school house is the White House.  THe lesson - LOVE.  Summer school about to commence.  Happy Birthday Mr. President.  You are going to Learn now and not Lead!

Update:

1) House members are expected to vote Wednesday (today) on sending articles of impeachment against President Bush to the Judiciary Committee. The 35 articles introduced by Dennis J. Kucinich, D-Ohio, on Monday are pressuring the Democratic Party to make good on a promise many of them made before the 2006 elections: to impeach!
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Thank you Dennis Kucinich for initiating and Delivering the Articles of Impeachment charges to the Judiciary Committee.  The House of Higher Human Intelligence and Divine Justice agree with Impeaching BUSH.  Thank you for your courage to do what is right as a civilized and caring true servant of the the people.  Stopping Bush is the most powerful act of the 21st Century and I have been on the case since 2003. 

This is a copy of the letter I sent to Congress today on behalf Of Supporting Dennis Kucininch in his Quest for Impeachment. 

Dear  all living beings who have the power to do what is right.  Dear Congress - Dear
"We the People" we are at a the most critical moment in human existence
right here and now.  We must decide if Good or Evil wins.  Liberty holds her light
and asks us to unite in one thought - IMPEACH and ARREST George Walker Bush.  DON"T
let the Bad guy get away with wrong doing.  Not when we have the power to collectively
say no to primitive and barbaric war as an answer to world issues.  We are smarter
than that, we are kinder than that, and we are more human than that!  President
Bush has used his Power to bring Pain to the Country and to the Country of Iraq.
He also is part of the 911 Conspiracy and participated in the killing of his own
citizens.  If asking more men to die in his war is leadership that America wants
- then we are welcoming in WW3. 

If we Impeach Bush as the Couragous and Virtuous
Dennis Kucinich has requested - we regain our humanhood collectively.  We are in
the 21st Century.  We are people of all nations living here in this country and
we must unite and stop the Madness.  George Bush is insane.  He kills as an answer
to problems.  We are insane if we allow him to continue his reign of terror.  Lady
Liberty begs on her knees in tears for Good to stop Evil.  The change is in US!
NOW.  To stop bad NOW is to be empowered.  George Bush is BAD.  He couldn't
be a worse leader if he tried.  He lied, people died.  he does not represent a human
leader.  He represents an opportunity for the people to unite and do what is right.
Stop the fight.  Begin Peace talks.  It is what intelligence in LIFE SKILLS does.
The Beast (BUSH) wants to push guns and death and sit on top of the pain in his
nice house with his airplane and boats and get away with it.  If we let him - we
are no better than him.  I am Liberty and I live to arrest him in the name of woman
and a Daughter of Peace standing up for All People of All Nations living here who
want Justice and Peace.  Please Impeach for the Crime of Century!  Do not continue
WAR simply because it is tradition.  LOVE and Peace and Truth is a tradition too.
Why do we pay for Death and then wonder why we suffer?  We suffer because we don't
stand up for LIFE and stop the bringer of Pain, WAR, and Death.  When will we have
enough?  Obama - you speak of Change - well, Change in Liberty's Brain is stopping
WAR and arresting the bad guy.  Are you with us or against us.  If you do not support
Impeachment - I will work my ass off NOT to support YOU.  Your 'change'
is nothing but a word.
I have asked American citizens to send a symbolic $1 Pyramid to the Angel Network
with their names on it to say they support LIFE and are against BUSH WAR.  I want
to make a Liberty Tree with our Free speech Money and announce to the World that
LOVE Rules and Justice follows.  JUST SAY NO - BUSH MUST GO.  I can teach his brain
and the children will learn and so will the troops.
We can all heal ourselves of this pain if we will just unite and stop the BUSH REIGN.
would you stop Hitler if you could?  Well, you have a Hitler Mind in your Bush Brain.
Stand up to it and stand it down.  Thank you Dear Dennis for doing what is right.
I will always respect you and cherish you as a 'true leader.'  You have
my greatest respect.  I stand for the Children.  Love, Julie Christine, LibertyUSA

I think it is overrated and overused.  I am a thinker, a feeler, and a communicator...and a statue! As the Buddhists teach, I had to 'let go' and release my attachment/need (to touch)  and a long time ago, I did.  Now, I am not as associated with my body as myself.  It is my outer shell.  that's all.  My body does not 'need' to be touched in order for me to feel alive, loved, and connected in a loving way to others. 

I feel that we are like individual electrons.  We must learn to cycle in our own little space without colliding with others.  right now in the global state of affairs you have people who are drawn to touching each other with violence and disrespect.  each persons body is their body and every person has a right NOT to be touched.  someone putting 'touch' on another is often painful and fatal.  rape, murder, hitting, sports like boxing and football, are all examples of the touch that is not good for the body and i don't understand the excitement people get by colliding their bodies violently with other bodies. 

I think women base their lives on looking good so that man will want to touch them - not me.  I have never felt more alive than when i decided to NOT be touched.  I touch with my  heart.  My words.  My prayers. 

If no one touched and kept their hands to themselves for ONE DAY we would have no war that day.  We would have no body injuries and murder.  We would  have no rape.  seeking touch is just another addiction/distraction to be overcome.....in my opinion. True independence and aliveness comes from body - MIND - and moment.  no need to be touched to feel alive in body.  the spirit of self touches all with the love energy of prayer and tears. 
peace,
julie christine

Hi It's me Julie Christine.  Greetings. The Chinese and Tibetan Olympic Torchs are moving around  the planet.  I feel the movement of both flames.  I relate to Flame.  I am a fire goat.  I am a girl too so i guess I am a Fire Girl.  I definitely relate to a statue of a girl holding a flame and a book standing for Justice.  Since Justice is also contained in my birth name Julie Christine - I decided to call myself Liberty and enter American Politics to try for Peace. 

I hold violet flame in my heart (red/white/blue combined with LOVE and Purity) and I stand for Peace and a voice for the Children.  I am real.  A statue can talk.  I come with ideas, words, and solutions to problems.  I represent the Feminine voice in America with Love for Life and Human Beings in my heart.  Today I have been thinking about the 2008 Olmpics in China a lot today.  I wear Made in China flip flops for over a year now...I break my boycott every time I have to replace my sandals.  I think My feet are Chinese. 

Today while I was out buying my sandals from KMART I had a meeting with Kuan Yin.  She came in on Kuan Yang airlines and landed on my shoulder while I shopped. She said her name was Kuan Yin the wise and kind and had a message for the MotherLand who is being overrun by the Violent Father figure and his violent business dealings.  She is in Mourning for what the Chinese  -  'her people' - are doing to Tibet and Tibetans and themselves and the Earth in their country.  She said it must stop.  She asked the MOTHER LAND to heed her request and listen to MOTHER wisdom and love.

She told me she wants to feel proud again of the Great Chinese People and Culture.  She said the Government is infected with violence and the Abusive Father has silenced the MOTHERS voice.  She said the People will hear her though.  She told me the people have great love for her.  She says she is MAN too!  Kuan Yang Speaks.  She is masculine and requests that her Father and Consort, Amitabha, His Holiness the Dalai Lama, be urgently returned to His Heavenly Home the Potala Palace on the date 8.8.08. 

She requests any of her followers to quickly do volunteer work and help prepare the palace.  If you are Chinese and living in Tibet, In the Name of the Mother, she requests that you begin cleaning the cities and painting the buildings and vacate the Palace.  Tibetan team is prepared to do the cleaning of the Palace. 

From Liberty:  To all people victims of violence - especially ones carrying the weapons.   Buddhist is nonviolent.  If Chinese People call themselves Buddhists and spiritually 'FREE' like their Goverment tells us you are - then why do you have guns and violence?  Kuan Yin said Buddhist means nonviolent.  Tibetan's follow Buddha and are desperately Holding onto NONviolence.  Kuan Yin and and Me, Julie,LibertyUSA (we  both with Mothers hearts, Maybe that is why I can hear her) want no weapons in the hands of humans!  Just as I have asked in America - She asks her people in  China - She requests her sons ( the Masculine ) to lay down their weapons freewillingly and donate them to the Great Mother Earth Company to transform into medicine for the Earth and the Humans. 

The Tibetan Olympic World Teachings of Enlightenment and Peace Torch is on its way to the White House in the United States of America.  His Holiness the Dalai Lama will be honored in the White House on his Birthday this 7.6.08 

George Walker Bush will be under arrest too.  Happy Birthday Mr. President!  The impossible just became possible with the Help of Kuan Yin!  then KUAN YANG Air Shuttle will return the KING to HIS PALACE and all the People of all nations will Celebrate.  She told me to Hold ON To HER and to have Faith in her words and her Followers.  I told her i agreed with her words so it was easy to have Faith!  It was a wonderful conversation.

When I returned home I greeted our guests who arrived today for Mainland USA.  They liked my short hair and gave me a beautiful torquise necklace,bracelet, and earrings.  We chatted about stuff and they said how happy i must be that we have such a great Democratic Candidate (referring to Obama) - I said he's a candidate but i don't think he's all that great.  I said, personally, I can't wait 9 months for a 'change.'- any mother knows how much 9 months can change a womans life.  I know if we stay in WAR for 9 more months  the 'change' will be meaningless because it will be too late.  Obama isn't lifting a finger to stop War AND BUSH in the here and now.  To me I don't think that is great.  I told her I need change in the WHITE HOUSE sooner than Obama.   She reminded me 'it will never happen' (Impeaching Bush) and i felt the reality in that statement too.  My heart sank.  everthing might stay the same - I told Kuan Yin.

Kuan Yin whispered in my ear to have faith.  When the 'impossible' becomes possible and real - ALL THE PEOPLE will Benefit!  She said the change is humans listening to woman advice and standing up and saying no to war man.  arresting BUSH will be symbolic of the Mass consciousness shift to nonviolence and respect for life.  Americans help Liberty and Kucinich IMPEACH BUSH in the here and NOW.  We (liberty and Kucinich) are leaders asking for change too.  not just talking about change (Obama) 

 Action is change.  doing nothing and waiting 9 more months for WW3 and utter Economic depression is not what i think the country needs.  Obama in the future is not the answer we need in the here and now!   People don't see that in 9 months of doing nothing - we will BIRTH WW3.  Doing something now - we will BIRTH WORLD PEACE.

I hold Hope. over and out cyberworld!  human consciousness world!  World of potential for change in the HERE and NOW!  goodnight.
Peace and Aloha,
Julie Christine, LibertyUSA
messenger and visionary of reality

Today I went to Ona Pema's 3rd Birthday Party at Iao Park. We also celebrated a little boy named Tenzin's 3rd Birthday too.  The surroundings were beautiful and the park was filled with groups of people celebrating various occassions (we had a baby shower right next to us).  There were happy children running everywhere and it was good for my eyes to behold.  I wasn't planning on passing my Kuan Yin statue to Pema until the night before the party.
  I had markers, and colored pencils and random items for her, but Kuan Yin said NOW was the time - she had to be moving on.  I got Kuan Yin from a Man from CHina and she has been talking and teaching and protecting me ever since.  Now - she is always with me - so I let go of the statue and give it to our little World Peace Princess. I also made her a Memory Book of her second year in Maui. 

She got Barbie and a little baby too to play with. 
All the children played with water balloons.
This is Pema's little Brother.  Taylor was playing with a water balloon and came over to Gangtso and gave it to her.  It was sooo sweet. 
Gangtso said, "oh, thank you!' and then she handed the balloon back to Taylor.  He dropped it and it broke and he began to cry.  That is why he has a tear on his cheek.
It was a wonderful day and party. 
Peace and Love from Maui.
julie christine

My voice echos in my head crying out.  I witness the horrifying acts of human behavior and feel the emotional pain.  Human beings kill other animals in order to 'eat and live.'  Then they use their lives to kill each other in order to 'be free.'  They kill the Earth and pump her for oil so that they can 'move around.'  They turn on each other with violence and they turn on themselves with poison alcohol  and other ways of killing their precious brain cells.  Dead brain cells allow one to not 'see' reality as it is, but rather deny reality and live for a very short moment in what they consider to be 'peace.' 

NBC is going to make $1 BILLION Dollars on the China Olympic Games!  This is what China Does to human beings in Tibet 
Money makes people ignore their conscience and their human values.  Money is a magnet and it is calling the world to China this year rather than uniting the world to help others this year.  If I could call myself something other than a human being i would.  I am ashamed of human beings and our behavior to Self, Life, and Other.  I am disgusted that the World will go to China when they KNOW how China has treated Tibet!  I am horrified that people allow George Bush to complete his reign of Terror and they don't stop it.  I think people need more brain cells, but people think they need more money.  People can wake up brain cells if they cry tears for the emotional pain of our very REAL REALITY!  am i the only one who feels the pain of others and desires to stop the madness?  Now.  and tell me - what exactly is Obama going to do?  MCCain will cause MORE Pain and Obama couldn't fix a blender more less Human Madness and utter chaos and neglect in the human race with America leading the way of WAR.  Obama rides the wave and it will get worse - I am trying to turn the tides.  A leader gets people to follow with freewill - when people want Peace - they will turn to Woman who turns to His Holiness the Dalai Lama. 

Today is the day to Celebrate the Birth of Shakyamuni the Great Buddha Teacher of Wisdom and Love in the Human Mind.  I wonder how he must feel seeing human turn on human and terrorize and torture the bodies of each other.  Tibet does not fight back and holds the SANITY of the Human race and they are murdered and tortured while the world celebtrates the Olympics right next door.  The worlds people are going to turn a blind eye and ear and sit and watch spectator sports while right next door - HELL on EARTH.  And the people fund China and "Made in China."  communist is terrorist to human consciousness.  it is not free or spiritual  - it is violence and 'don't talk back/censorship.  George Bush is also a terrorist in the mind.  Deadly men playing deadly games with Tibet, the Children, and 'we the people' paying the cost. It must end.  If George Bush serves the People - then serve him up to me.  I am people.  When the people decide they want to love and not kill/die/pain/suffer/deny/destroy/etc etc.. they will end it.  That is when they will find the power to fix their own problems rather than funding their war governments with their money, their sons, and their souls. we have to wait for freewill.   dear God, Dear Buddha please let it end.  How can humans do these things to one another century after century?  why?  I can hardly breathe today and I feel doom.  I feel war and I feel freewill.  I see with open eyes that the 'free' people of the United States of America have free willingly made WAR on EARTH and we act like it is no big deal.  Human beings should not be armed and dangerous.  We are supposed to be living happily in Peace, but we teach war and accept it as reality.  Well, today, I feel like we would be better off as dust.  If we collectively can not take care of LIFE and EARTH (our HOME) and we Pay insane men to Lead Nations and put weapons in the hands of men and point them at each other and kill then we are not even alive.  I am in mourning for the pitiful values of the collective human race and our weakness here in America to do something about it.  I don't stand for the America that we are today.  I would kindly turn my body in and leave this planet if i could, but I can't so I won't.  I will stay and watch the horrors get worse because we don't stop them now when we can.  I will try, I will cry, and then I will die.  Just like everyone else.  We are not a great civilization.  We are murderers and just because we don't pull the trigger on the guns - we are paying others to do so - so we are just as wrong.  I mourn the state of affairs of our mental health and problem solving strategies here in America.  I mourn the world flocking to China right now - because money is to be made.  It all makes me sick.  that's it.
the end.

My last blog was written while i was experiencing great pain.  The moon is Full and so are my emotions.  I fill my day with prayers for Peace but I also feel the resistance.  Words are my only release.  I hide none of them.  Even in my great pain - i write so that somehow i can remember what was going on in the moment and then learn from my words how best to refine and improve myself and my messages. I ask anyone reading my blog to forgive me if my emotions and words are too intense or come out in a manner which is offensive.  All I can do is feel, pray, and write and witness the reality of our world.  I know there is great goodness, but today i felt it's opposite in the human condition.  If you read my next blog entry - please understand I write with Love for Human kind and the Earth and the realization that one girl who feels pain is like a bug in this world of Male dominated Leaders of Money of War.  I am nothing.  I accept this and continue being me and improving upon myself in every moment.  I know I have much work to do.  I have fire in my tongue and the Moon fires up my emotions and then I feel as if i will explode sometimes.  I guess that is what you can expect when you get on the path of Opening your heart, feeling emotions, and witnessing the current state of World affairs this June, 2008.  Once again, please forgive me if my words are not soft and lovely.   War is hard on my emotions.
Peace,
julie christine

healing to me means restoring life - or returning the desire to live. sick cells become well.  sleeping cells awake. a healing would look like the awakening of the 'will to live' in us collectively and individually rather than exercising the 'will to kill' (war/poison/self hate/atomic bombs)

it will be a HUGE MentalHealth healing for Humans when they freewillingly decide not to fight  and disarm themselves and their arsenals of anti life machinery (whoa! as i wrote the last line - i felt something on my right foot and looked down to see a centipede on my foot - it did not bite me.  It is now headed to catterpillar/butterfly land b/c we have an agreement.  i've been in relationship with centipedes since 2002)

Healing is also when sleeping brain cells (in grey matter)  - comeback to life.   Then the minds/feelings/emotions change and thoughts and actions are loving and well. you can't sell war to awake and loving brains.  tears can carry neuro transmitters to sleeping cells in brains and wake them up (like an invigorating shower) healing is watering the plants if they are dying and starving for water..  our brains are the plants.  our heart is the transmitter of the signal to make water.  i think we can all heal ourselves by washing our own brains with our own tears.  no one can cry for you.  no one can die for you or be born as you .  you must do it all by yourself.  i hope collectively as a human race we unite to make water rather than war.   if we water ourselves - we will bloom.  if we keep funding war - big boom.

Last night on the Full Moon I went the Maui Dharma Center to Celebrate and Honor Buddha Shakyamuni in front of the Lha Bab World Peace Stupa!  We celebrated and honored His Birth, His Enlightenment, and his Parinirvana.  I forgot my camara, but here is a picture of the Lha Bab World Peace Stupa (Paia, Maui) from when His Holiness the Dalai Lama came to bless it (One MILLION lights!)
We did prayers for Taking Refuge (in the Buddha, Dharma, and Sangha) and Generating Bodhicitta (pure heart). 
We did the Four Immeasurables Prayer and the Seven Branch Prayer.  We prayed the Lamp Prayer and the 3 Daily Oberservances.  We read the Oberservance of the Sutra of the Recollection of the 3 Jewels and a portion of the Twenty Branch Monlam.  We ended the service with a LONG LIFE PRAYER for the SPIRITUAL TEACHER, and an Aspiration for the World.  The Dedication was for World Peace and lasting happiness for beings and end to suffering.

The evening helped me very much as the Moon energy last night had me locked in intense emotional agony of others in Pain (as my blog from yesterday reveals)  I am grateful beyond words for the MAUI DHARMA CENTER, the Venerable Lama Gyaltsen and the entire community that put together such an event.  On Saturday I am going for the day to Volunteer with my friend (and spiritual sister) Gangtso.  I am very excited!  I think we may get to work on the Prayer Wheel inside the Stupa!

the Prayers we did were composed by His Holiness the XVII Gyalwang KARMAPA, Ogyen Drodul Trinley Dorje.  Oh, thank you wise Masters of Love and Wisdom. 

I cried as i walked around the Stupa but i hid it well.  I left as soon as it was over and did not mingle.  I came home and cried some more and blogged.  Today, i awoke with a headache.  It is my 6 year Maui anniversary today.  in 2002 i landed on the island to pursue Tantra studies and Enlightenment.  Now, i have the dream of carrying Tantra to the White House USA, 2008.
Peace and Love,
Julie Christine, LibertyUSA
6.19.08